iamgrumbles

well as of late ive been, kinda like debating on which girl i really like,

i wont name names, but idk its kinda difficult, i guess .. cos since ive been very good(imo, almost too good) at keeping myself from totally liking some girl right away, that i cant seem to immediately like one of them THAT fast .. but anyways . .hopfully by the end of this year ill have a girl by my side, itd be pretty cool =)

still messing around on the guitar .. creating more stuff . .ill need to update my purvolume site, sometime. . >>.

this year has started off kinda up and down .. but i havent been really depressed sofar ,and im glad . . .


this year im gonna make an effort to find my birth mother ,and my bro, and perhaps other siblings .. itd eb nice. . and i need to know everything. about MY family ..

i hope i can find her ,and i hope shes not dead.

well today i wrote a couple more songs . .and thye turnd out alright .. my sister liked them. >> one is about making a living, and struggling to make ends meet .. the other is just about like some one who has totally decieved these people, and their trying to start over . .in a way .. but yeah >> today we are celebrating my nephews bday, so it should be fine.>> and next week my bro and his family will be here for chirstmas, looking forward to it

work suckd today as usual .. i feel liek im not pushing myself hard enough, to get things done on time . .. frucking friend from work keeps telling me im slow. . woo whoo . .took you guys long enough to figure that one out . .morons . .but w/e

well my trip is going fine, so far ,and im enjoying my stay @ my bros house. this town is old, and its got alot of old buildings ,which is pretty cool to me, cos where we live, everything is new (it seems)

but yeah . .im just kinda doing whatevr i guess.

well today i was messing around on the acoustic ,and i just about figured another church hymn: LetUsPrayForOneAnother . .its a great hymn. i love the hymns we'd sing in church. cos their really comforting.

and ive put together a simple tune. . im working on it still .. it sounds alright to me.

towards the end of October, ill be outta state, visiting family and friends. . im pretty stoked about it. for 2 weeks, so it should be fun. :)

i know i wont miss this place much lol

its strange how some ppl say that thier ehtnic group is better than others , thinking that their more superior. its bullshat.

if theyd realize we are all the same, thingswoudlnt be so rough i guess .. but of course im just talking .. >> but ill bet if UFOs landed in washington ,and else where ..
thed COME TO REALIZE we are all the same human make up, only thing different is skin color, pretty much ,and language . . thats how i see it.

im glad im not fulla hate, lifes to damned short to hate ppl cos of their color.